Cheated w/ stranger while camping w/ Husband

Last year I (39 f) cheated on my husband (44 m) with a stranger (21-25? m) on a camping trip... while my husband was less than a few hundred feet away. On our second night of camping we hung out with some of our fellow campers that we previously did not know. We drank a few beers (I think I had two beers, I definitely was not drunk), and and hung out around the campfire. Around 10:00 p.m. I really had to go pee. The restroom was about 300-
400 ft (100 to 130 meters) away down this winding trail that looped back around to our campsite. I told my husband what I was doing and that I would be right back and made my way there.

After I finished using the restroom I decided to take the loop all the way around to head back to the camp. Maybe a little less than half t
way there I heard what was clearly the sound of people having **. I don't know why but I decided to venture in that direction to get a closer listen. As I got within 50 ft or so of the tent I was startled to see a younger man pressing his ** over his lips (as if to say shhhhh) standing about 15 ft away beside a tree. He appeared to be listening as well. He was probably around 22 or 23 years old, average looking guy, nothing remarkable.

We just stood there silently listening for about a minute or so. I have to admit the sound of them having ** really turned me on but it was more about knowing I was doing something forbidden maybe even perverted...that
we weren't supposed to be listening to them and I def wasn't supposed to be standing there next to another man listening to them.

It was around this time that I noticed the man had his hand down his pants clearly rubbing his fully erect **. When I looked up at him he was looking at me and it was very obvious I knew what he was doing. When we made eye contact I don't know if it was because I was feeling awkward or being flirty but I gave him a little bit of a smile. He smiled back in motioned for me to come over closer to him. It was at this moment that for reasons I still can't explain I decided to go over get down on my knees pull his ** out of his pants and put it in my mouth. After giving him head for maybe a minute or so he grabbed me by the hand and led me to an adjacent campsite that was vacant. He then pulled my pants down bent me over the picnic table and had ** with me for about 3 or 4 minutes. It felt very raw and animalistic. He was very aggressive and very forceful in his thrusts. Basically he pounded the ** out of me for about three or four minutes until he was about to come... then he slowed down and pulled his ** out to wear just the tip of it was pressed inside my **. I could feel him stroking his ** rapidly as it began to throb violently as he came. I haven't been with a whole lot of men but I have been with a handful. Let's say more than 10 less than 20. Enough to have had a lot of experience with men having ** during **. In all my 40 years I have never felt a ** ** that hard for that long. I've also never seen anyone produced so much **. It was really surprising And honestly it was really hot. With that said there was also no condom no pulling out no birth control no precautions. He simply came inside of me and then walked me back to the trail and we went our separate ways. I went back to the restroom and peed again before going back to the campsite. I did not see him again while we were there. To this day I don't know his name and to be completely honest I'm not sure we actually spoke to one another other than saying something along the lines of have a good night maybe I'll see you around or something like that. By the time I got back to the campsite my husband was already in the tent waiting for me to get back. He asked me what took so long I told him I had to go number two And there was a girl in front of me when I got there. Thankfully he wasn't suspicious and he did not try to have ** with me that night because if he had I'm pretty sure he would have been able to tell that something was not right down there.