Nothing perverted. Need to just vent.
I never like to openly talk about how I feel with others, not out of pride but out of not being able to trust people, because I don't want my vulnerabilities to be weaponized against me later.
You would never guess off the rip if you met me but I'm Autistic, and my whole life I always felt cursed because of it, like I'm inferior to everyone else. And it's because of that, I always feel like it critical for me to NEVER make any mistakes or errors in live because if I do, then it legitimizes the argument the Autistic people are not as good as normal people. I especially can't share my feelings with my mother (the only person I can talk to really) because she is my biggest critic really.
I don't know what to do to resolve these feelings. Any advice?
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