Am I wrong?
I have 2 kids with a deadbeat, doesn't call, doesn't see them, etc. So just recently I got in touch with his family, and spent a few weekends there. Its great to know that someone on that side still loves them and accepts them as their family. So this past weekend I was there we all went out...and got drunk...you probably know where this is going. I went out with his sister, his mother, and his brother. At the end of the night I kissed his brother, no one saw, he was walking me back. I liked it...his lips were soft. I told him we have to forget it ever happened, but I couldn't and found myself fantasying about him sexually. He called me last night to tell me he couldn't forget about it either. Is this so awful? He has more to lose than I do, he just had new babies with a woman he already has kids with, and my kids dad...well I could care less what a piece of s*** thinks about it...but he might care. I want to continue this...thing. But it can only be for fun, nothing can come out of it, and no one can know. Its exciting, and wrong...I don't know.