Ugh.

So there's this guy, and I love him. We started dating on and off about four years ago. We broke up recently because he had been cheating on me. I was heartbroken and I didn't know what to do. He started dating the same girl he cheated on me with, but he still says he loves me. I still have s** with him on occasion so the whole situation is turned around. I just wish things could be different.