together for five years. Married for two months and I Just wanted to let you knw, I'm lonely. I cheated, you found out but you stayed with me for another year. We broke up for a year because you couldn't trust me. We got back together because you said you couldn't live without me. I need to say it out loud that I'm not living the life I wanted for us, for me. You're never home and I don't even knw who you are anymore. The man I feel in love with five years ago shows himself rarely. I keep hoping one day we will stay a while because that's when I feel alive.
You've truly lost sight me what's important. I hope you find it because I don't want to find out what happens if you don't. I could go on about what I'm missing I'm our s** life but you aren't around enough to make it seem like you care.