looking back into the past

i want this out of my mind but without anyone knowing
who i am and so i turned to this website.
my boyfriend and i are good. well, so he thinks.
but something's been on my mind that shouldn't be.
my ex and i are in the same calss and we hardly talk.
i catch myself looking at him every once in a while
and wondering what went wrong with us.
i thought i had moved on and let go, but for some reason i
just can't.
i'm walking ahead but looking back all at the same time.
recentlly i don't knw how i'm feeling.
when my boyfriend said i love you.
i felt my heart sting, and drop. i don't know why.
and when i said i love you back. it sounded force
and not meant.
i did think about leaving him but am too afraid of hurting him.
also i don't want to leave him. i'm just too confuse.help please.

what does this mean?
what should i do?

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