I am 20 years old and I am an alcoholic. I get it now. I cant feel good, or nothing, without drinking.
Try easing up on the drinking first. Going cold turkey rarely works, and most who do end up getting worse. Ease up and prove to yourself you have the power.
Yes you can. If you get help you will realize your life can be so much better without alcohol. You don't have to live like this.
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