A Confusing situation
I have been talking to a guy friend online. We seem to really hit it off. we chat all the time talk on the phone send each other pictures over our phones and emails online. I live in New york he lives in virgina. He says he would like to come see me but i am stalling because i have a secret im am a dak amputee i have not told him and when he asks to see every part of my body i blame it on me being shy or i act like i dont want him to see my whole body becauese i dont like how thick i am but he likes bbw big beautiful women but i use it as an excuse for me like i dont feel comfortable and he doesnt really bother me about it but now he wants to meet. Im thinking about just let the whole thing go because i dont want to risk rejection. what should i do?