Why Am I With Thee?
My husband thinks I married him because I love him. I think I married my husband to get back at his ex that had stolen MY boyfriend. I almost always hope my husband is cheating on me so that I have an excuse for divorce, but at the same time, I don't want him to leave me. And now, after two years together, I find myself wondering what it would be like to be with one of my other guy friends instead. But I never say anything because I'm afraid they will both reject me and I will be alone forever.