MAJOR MAJOR CONFUSED! is ther any cure?
Hi! Iam Tricia. Iam now freshman in college. Now Iam about to tell you my secret. For me it dosent matter if you hav a crush for someone whos pretty I mean “girl!” right?.But this one is IRDK. Im now cofused! Theres a girl from another university. On the first time I saw her shes really nothing but at the second time around she amazed me I find her hot but not really she looks like someones whos really pretty a public figure, now I called her my crush but the sad part is I used to chase her or wait for her often on the cabs terminal just to saw her wen shes near I tried to breath deeply my heart beats really fast and all of a sudden I caught myself smiling. HAHA , I find out that she has a boyfriend I heard her talking over the fone but that’s okay it doesn’t matter coz Im only attracted to her, her face was pretty awesome for me and besides Im a girl really Iam a girl.One time my friend calls me to come over the terminal now they wer behind her my so called “crush” they never told me that they wer behind my crush waitng for the cab so Im now shocked haha Im so surprised but shes w/ her boyfriend at the very first time I saw her boyfriend personaly . It tears me up inside a little. Now Im confused I don’t wanna be a lesbian ! I cant help it. I just really want to stop it! I think now I hav a mental or phsycological disorder or problem.what was the cure for it you think?=)
I cant see myself having an affair wd the same gender.eww. I don’t wana hav a girlfriend=)