I feel as if I'm a deviant, and while

I feel as if I'm a deviant, and while I'm trying to live a normal life and stay on the straight and narrow my mind keeps drifting into these really, really evil thoughts. I have anxiety attacks over them, because I feel as if I can't stop them. I feel filled with guilt over the things I've done when I was younger and I feel now, I'm married and very, very happy, that I will repeat my destructive youth and lose everything I have. I am a different person now, but for some reason my past keeps haunting me.

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  • I can completly relate. I just need to remember that the past is the past. Usually this dosen't work but sometimes it helps.

  • Hello, me.

  • You know right from wrong. Dont throw away all you have on a stupid action.

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