Am a Vampire

I love people, like helping them, and also need them. Am not like the movies where feed on blood, instead i feed on peoples energy, emotions, and the best form that i use is s** wih women. I only take small amounts at a time to where its not very noticeable by them...
Basically I am two personalities in one person. My true vampire self is always there, but i've trained my will to always favor my good person side.
Can never have strong relationships for many reasons.. loneliness is my only best friend. Even if I have powers almost no human can harness, it is cruel torture at times.

SO you humans that are lonely, sad, depressed, friendless... atleast you can choose to not be in tim, I can never.

Do not waste..

AR

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  • I read your narration with deep sense of empathy. A lot of folks have had enough confusion from a "confused world" to last for a life time! Lack of "personal identity" can bore oneself sick even to having suicide thoughts . Have I once considered suicide in my life? Yes and indeed, many folks you see that walk the streets are full of challenges and pains that were inflicted or innate. In my own case, in my teens , I thought I will not be able to achieve anything because I was abused as a child , lived in a home that always felt like an explosive device was about to ignite. I struggled with these feelings and tried to fill the void via alcohol, s** and "street smokes". I found fake boldness that was transient. I envied and wanted to be like others. I began to steal. Well, I am an adult now, well educated, employed, married, had kids, drug/alcohol/smoke free, and really free from all my demons. How? Yes, I know that this will be the question in your heart. It sounded foolish and dreamlike but it was real. Someone gave me a copy of "New Testament and Psalms and proverbs"; a little blue covered book which could fit into my pocket. It was published by Gideon international. I began to read it from "The Gospel of John" like he advised me. I love reading and it made sense. Well, I may not be able to tell you all that happened to me but I discovered that as I read it daily, I began to be attracted to and talk to the main character in the story; Jesus and it seemed like and old self of mine was dropping off daily. At some point , I was shocked when I was out with my friends and realized that I hadn't touched alcohol in the past 2 weeks! And the stranger thing was that alcohol lost its appeal to me. In fact, it disgusted me. My friends told me that they will "give me just three months" and I will drink myself to stupor like before. well it has been years and I keep getting better; more pleasant than the person I ever tried to be. Jesus is beautiful.

  • The anonymous friend here is correct about his knowledge through My post.
    Many Great human Leaders have recommended fasting. Do you know what the main purpose of fasting is? Same for I, just on a different level.
    Unlike them I am permanently physical, different motives, different capabilities etc.. I cannot transform myself into a female for example, nor will I attempt to.

    Don't mistake us.. please.
    May you all be well and prosperous. AR

  • The mythical creatures who steal energy during s** are actually succubi (female) and incubi (male) not vampires. They don't have the power to have "two personalities," and they can't control how much energy they take. Before you try and bullshit post this site, do your research.

  • Do your research. Plenty of sites are dedicated to people who are, or believe they are, psychic vampires. Incubi, and sucubi are demons who sexually seduce women or men in their sleep. The purpose being to have the women become pregnant, not steal their energy.
    Furthermore, what dracula here is saying is that he tries to stifle 'the beast' as it were. Don't you try to move past your anger? Same thing. Geez...

  • LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

  • psychic vampire... its not rare. A lot of people do it. get out of your emo corner, but the razor down, and chill. Maybe if you didnt come off as such a buzz kill youd have more friends. but seriously, be more positive, life is a wonderful thing... don't take it forgranted.

  • You're right, its not rare, it is bullshit, very big difference.

  • Shut. The. H***. Up.

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