So after s** last night My girlfriend rolled over on her back and said "so baby, what would you do if we had a baby?" I said. "I don't know I'd take care of it I guess." would you be happy? She asked. Well if we had one in the future like 10 years from now like when we're 26 yeah but not now. I said. Oh she sighed then she rolled over onto her side of the bed. I started spooning her then I realized she was crying. I kissed her neck and pulled her tighter then my head started spinning and my heart started to pound. Baby...you're not... are you pregnant? I was afraid to hear the answer because I knew what it was now that she was crying. She turned around to face me then burrows her head in my chest and said I'm sorry! But then continued to cry...
I'm 16 she's 16
I'm supposed to be getting a football scholarship next year for pennstate. She's supposed to be graduating and going to NYU as a medicine major next year. Her dad hates me because I'm white and our parents don't even know we have s**.
I don't know how I'm gonna do this but some how I have to find a way to take care of our baby. She assumed i'd want her to abort it, but I would never kill my baby. I keep telling her that it's gonna be ok and I'm gonna stay with her no matter what, but I still feel like we're ruining our lives by bringing another into the world.