I'm like the proverbial little boy on the playground throwing rock
At the pretty girls head. Except I'm 20 and I'm supposed to be the girl. If I meet a guy I like my first instinct is usually to annoy him. To poke him. Just to see his reaction. I never learnt to really associate with guys I'm atracted too properly through teen years, obviously.
I don't really annoy and throw jibes in such a situation as that anymore, I throw out this 'delusion' of normality. They don't know I'm a nut job, teehee. Still, if I meet a cool guy in real life or see one on the tv my FIRST thoughts are usually "hmm... I wonder what would happen if somebody walked up to them and did such and such. Haha. They'd probably be like ?_? and I'd be like ^_^ 'just because.'"
Fortunately I'm a writer and this has made for some very very humorous story ideas. I'm going to make a million off of my insanity someday!
And now that I've learnt to keep my mouth shut, my future husband will nevah see me coming! :D