I like it rough
I'm addicted to s**. Rough, painful s**.
What makes it worse is that it's with myself. I punish myself, twisting my nipples, f****** my ass with bigger and bigger objects. Hitting myself. It's like I can't stop. People say pain lies on the border of pleasure. But it's not about that. It's about pain. About punishing myself for all the stupid things I do. It's meant to hurt.
I've never had a partner.