Why did i do the things i did?
I've only had one boyfriend. I'm now eighteen years old. I was with my one boyfriend for over a year. but i was the one who ruined that relationship. after half a year,all i wanted from him was all the sexual s***. we never had s**. i'm still a virgin (yeah, i know..sad.) but i always only wanted to do sexual things. give him head, touch him, have him touch me, did s*** on the phone, the list goes on. i didn't give a crap. i had him touch me in public. at the movies at school. around friends...not IN THEIR FACES. but while they were there. i knew what i was doing was wrong. i knew what i was doing was bothering him after a while. but i kept doing it. and ultimately, he got tired of it. we broke up, and now i'm just a sad, pathetic, girl.