Your abusive and I'm pathetic
You are a control freak, what makes me pathetic as I know it and don't get my sorry ass out of this house. You are mean but everyone thinks you are a fabulous guy with wealth and generosity. You say the most awful things to me but at least you have toned your abuse down from physical to emotional. I guess the bruises were getting too hard to explain huh? I woke up this morning realising that I would miss you if I left as I have done so many times before. If you read this, you would turn it on me. It's always my fault. Your adult children are horrid spoilt things that are just rude and I make my self physically ill the way I kiss their a****. After the best of 2 decades, I am too tired to leave and hope I die a quick death of some descript because I'm too pathetic to commit suicide. So you have a mistress now,think its amusing to throw it in my face and then say you were joking. You are an awful man that will get what he deserves.