I hate myself
I am nothing but a fat piece of crap. I wasn't born, I was s*** out. I am nothing but a worthless, pathetic, sorry ass excuse of a person. I will never do or be anything in life. I do nothing but take up space. I crave love and affection but am too pathetic and worthless to even love myself. I am nothing but a wimp, a freak and a worthless pathetic loser. I am nothing. I am too scared to even end it all because I'm such a coward so I wait down the days until finally I might be able to get some peace.