I want to marry him and be miserable forever
I am in love with a 37 year old old man and I'm younger than him. By society's standards; hes unattractive, mean, worthless, and most of all a piece of s***. By society's standards I'm; smart, pretty, and outgoing. He's the opposite of me and all I want. He used to want me a lot and acknowledge me....however after I started giving him attention and being more vocal about liking me he started stepping away, getting mad about every little thing, and finding fault in all I do. But I think i'm in love with him/ I want to live miserable with him the rest of my life.