I fell in love with you today...
Okay. I'm female. I've been dating this guy for almost four years. We have frequently talked about having a threesome. Almost two years ago I met a woman who has become one of my best friends. We've hung out together, drank together,cried together, laughed together. This woman has been an interest of my boyfriend also-in other words, she is the woman whom he would like to have the threesome with.
Today, the day after thanksgiving of 2010, I realized that I am falling in love with my best friend, another woman. I have nothing against homosexual relationships. However, I know and feel love for my boyfriend already. I don't know what to do. I have already voiced my "crush" on my best friend to her already, and she took it in stride as nothing more as an attempt to console her (she had been talking about how unappealing she looked, when in fact she is quite beautiful.
I feel confused as to what to do. I want to kiss her everytime I see her, but have to settle for cigarette kisses instead.
The (not so) funny part about all of this? That when my boyfriend suggested a threesome, I was worried about him falling in love with someone else.