I am a Christan, but I am definitely torn. I am girl, but I don't like men. I want to fall in love with the right women, but I am afraid because of my faith. I can't talk to my parents or my pastor about this. Not even my friends. I know everyone would be angry at me. I don't know what to do. I might just give up on romance fully. Because, it's not like I go chasing relationships, but I wouldn't mind one. So, I'm simply afraid.