I haven't had a date in 10 years. I have lots of great friends but at night I get really sad. My friends are married with kids and I'm sitting here in my house all alone. I am in love with a guy who has feelings for me, but he is younger than me and we both have the problem of trying to do what everyone else thinks is right. He is afraid people in our small town would look down on us being together because I am 13 years older than him, even though we are both adults and college graduate. I feel like he is my soul mate, but still I am by myself.