I don't deserve your love

I lied to you back in freshmen year, things got out of hand. I saw you cry for the first time. It killed me on the inside. We didn't talked during freshmen year and the summer of 09. I went kinda suicidal then snapped back out of it kinda. I changed my looks, my hair, wore makeup, went back to school. I saw you and you saw me I cried and ran, you came after and hugged me while I said I was sorry and cried there in your arms saying sorry over and over. You said its fine and you cried. We're now going out. You say you love me but to be honest I don't think i deserve any of your love. I really do love Tai.

Jan 31, 2011

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