Thinking of leaving my wife
I know this is chicken s*** of me....I'm just bored being married after 10 years. We have two kids, , no real problems. Even though she's put on weight, I'm still attracted to her. I've just met other women I also want to be with. It would hurt her and my sons so much, not to mention our entire families. But I've grown close to two other women. I feel like I'm choosing between the three of them. One of these women and I have become practically best friends, and my wife has no idea who she is. We fooled around once and I stopped it before it went too far but now I regret that. All she has to do is check my cell phone records to see how much we call and text. I feel like I'm in such a deep hole at this point and there's no way out.
I can do the right thing and stay bored and keep looking for other women, or I can leave and play the field for awhile but miss my family. Anyone else been in this situation and been happier after they left than stayed?