Afraid of Losing You
I dated this guy my senior year of high school and we broke up half way through. We agreed to stay friends but we didn't talk much after that. Then graduation came around and I figured we would just go our separate ways. He joined the National Guard and I'm a freshman in college.
A few months ago he got his phone back at training and we eventually were talking everyday and it seemed like we would get back together over winter break but when I asked about it he said he didn't want to be with me. He apologized and we still kind of talk but it seems like a lot of things have been left unsaid.
My confession is that I'm afraid he's going to get deployed and that I'll never see him again and that I may never get another chance to be with him or that he could be killed.