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I wqant to be crossdressed,feminised and **
I am a 24 year old male.I now want to have a ** change.
As a child I looked like a girl. Quite a few men have made passes at me. When I was 16 I was molested by a stranger. He was in his 40ies, was big, had a mustache, curly hair and thick lips. He was not particularly attractive but a part of me enjoyed it and submitted to him. I felt quite guilty about this.
But later i learned to accept it. When I was 18 I was on holiday in Goa. I met an elder german couple, who were tourist. I stayed with them for a month. They bought me ** lingerie, wigs, clothes and makeup. The lady would dress me for her husband and he would use me like a ** in bed in front of his wife. Ocassionally they would dress me and gift me to their friends for a night.
There is a perverse part of me now that enjoys being crossdressed and **.I like being used by elder men.
I would think you are bisexual and your trauma is normalising a abnormal experience.
If you were molested you should see a therapist not get a ** change. They wouldnt do a opperation like that on someone who has issues. I am pretty sure you should see someone for this. Im sorry that happened to you.
You have some issues to work through. Maybe you're gay and maybe being ** continues to mess with your mind. I would hold off on the ** change until you're sorted through these issues.