50 something married bi crossdresser
I have worn ladies undies since i was 11 and had my first c*** at 13 now I'm 50 something married to a great woman. The issue is I still want to dress which I do. I wear panties and stockings to work every day under my work clothes. I dress fully when she or I am out of town. I also dress fully when I meet a man, I love s** with my wife but even more with men. I have tried to tell her but am afraid too. I brought up the subject early in our marriage but it did not go well so I dropped it. I still dress when ever I can. Can someone let me know if I should tell my wife and how they would?