I'm so insecure about my looks to the extent that I cringe every time I look in the mirror. Now I have a fear of mirrors because I don't want to ever see my face. I have a large and wide nose that looks ugly from just about every angle, breakouts pretty much everywhere, and a slightly overgrown jaw (not quite an underbite, but close). I don't think I'm exactly ugly, but I can't help but to compare myself to those pretty girls at my school.
When I'm with friends, I feel like the outcast. When I'm with family, I feel like the ugly duckling because everyone else in my family is gorgeous. I'm asian by the way, so my nose is HUGE compared to other people in my small and delicate-nosed family. I have the lowest self-esteem imaginable. And lately, I've been trying to cheer myself up by saying to myself "You're not ugly. You're just different." It worked... to an extent, anyway. Sometimes I feel pretty, and other times I feel like an ogre. Is it normal to have mood swings like that?
Any solutions to a smaller looking nose? Besides plastic surgery, of course.