What a crappy world we live in
I wasn't born ugly but I'm somewhat overweight which most find ugly. I really don't mind the way I look at all, I quite like it really. Sometimes I look at thin women and don't really like the way they look but that's just my preference. It's like the world keeps trying to tell me I need to like the way I look, while shaming me at the same time, but I'm just laughing because I already do. I sometimes laugh at people's shallowness because it's a non-issue to me and I find it really unattractive.
I feel sorry for people that were born 'ugly'. Just because your features weren't placed in a certain position or weren't shaped a certain way, you're forever ignored or looked down upon. I guess that's part of why I like being fat. Most people hate it and it just weeds them out. Sometimes I wish I was born with an ugly face because then I wouldn't be pitied as the girl who could be pretty if she lost weight. As if I'd want to be what you want anyway.