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A huge lie..
My life is a lie, everyone belives I am a saint, and i don't mean that arrogantly. everyone knows i would help anyone, anytime, anyplace for whatever reason, but i only do it because i cant say no and also im waiting for the time someone actually does the same for me...
im 17, everyone knows that im good at **, (my ex said on bus i had a ** of a god so all the girls take a shine), but i still feel inadequate and angry even though the girl knows i can satisfy them right there right now.. but still i feel hollow
i feel no direction in life, i like being cool and popular but i also want to breakdown an cry, be the unpopular, but feared kid.
the main problem,? ive helped loads of people few pregnanices, **, violence, family trouble, relationsip help, friendship advice, suicide problems, anxiety, depression, you name it ive dealt with it, but still i should fel happy knowing that i help someone out, but after all that , everoyne thinks im a nice guy, a gengtlemen, but the one thing i want? a gorgeous girlfriend... why?
So she can teach you how to write properly.