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Realizing now that i was a ** child
When I was younger i used to wrap my legs around any pole i had around me. I think i was the only girl who did this but when i was at elementary school i used to play on the big playground a equipment that had poles that you could slide down life a fireman. For me is was more of trying to hang on the pole and try different tricks to makes myself have a weird feeling, which now of course i know as "getting off." Not only would i do that, when i got home i would hang on the pole of my canapé bed to get the same feeling and also just sit on things like a bed post to get the same feeling.After graduating high school and going to college i stopped doing that because there was no pole on beds of doors that i could hang onto to "get off." Now being 19, i'm starting to find myself doing that again now that i live in my own place, not sharing a room and have a bathroom door to do that to. I don't know if its normal but it works for me when i'm really ** and just need to get a rise off of something because masturbating isn't my thing and i don't own any toys. Should i keep doing this or should i invest in toys?
Should you keep on judging and limit yourself from the "guilty" pleasures of life for some unknown purpose? For the invisible other? Promise me to never grow up. That gives me some sense of hope for the world we live in. Don't let culture decide for you what's normal and not and enjoy being you.
Hardly anything shocking or unusual about what you're doing. You may want to try other methods of stimulating yourself, like the toys you mentioned. I was going to say I have a pole you would probably enjoy but that seems too obvious.