30 lbs lost and feeling down
I just hit the 30 lb mark, But I am down because I see myself in the Mirror everyday and nothing looks like it's changed. I still feel like a blimp. I'm scared that no matter how much I lose I'll always feel like a fat woman. I worry whether I'll fit into the booth at the restaurant, or in the seat of my friends small car.
I'm a tall person and I've always felt like when I walk into a room I just take up the whole room, I won't walk between two people if they have less than 4 feet between them because I feel like I won't fit between them. I'm uncomfortable standing near anybody who is shorter than me or smaller than me in any way.
I'm just scared that no matter how much I lose I'll always feel this way.