Everything annoys me.
I'm getting to the point were literally everything irritates me. It's nothing woeful but it's something i'm reminded of constantly. I really try to give people the benefit of the doubt but any small slip and I lose faith in them. I really try to see past people's imperfections and be accepting but at the end of the day all i'm doing is prolonging their stay, before I eventually cut them off completely because they disgust me. I have an extreme holier than though attitude and it strains my outlook on anything. I will always be more poised, more reserved, and more calculated than everyone else, because anything less is lowly and gross. I don't really have anyone I truly like to the fullest. I have some friends, but at the end of the day they all do little things that drive me wild. Not even anything bad or malicious, just things that I don't approve of. It could be something as big as associating with people I disapprove of, to little insignificant s*** like liking a type of food. It's incredibly easy for me to find things I dislike about people. I wish I could just control everyone and make them perfect.