I don't even want to stop.

I cut myself. I cut my arms, hands, legs, ankles, thighs, the back of my neck, and my hips. It's embarrassing when people ask what happened, or why I did it to myself. I never know how to answer. I'm bipolar, which only makes things worse. When I get mad, i'll usually use anything sharp that I can get my hands on; things like scissors, knives, razors, safety pins, needles, anything. It's the middle of summer break and I have to wear pants and hoodies to cover up my cuts and scars. And when I get disgusted with it all, I only do it more. I need help but am scared to get iy.

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  • But doesn't it hurt? Please don't do that. I hope you get better :(

  • The comment about the dumpster you can discard. The one who wrote it should be ashamed of themselves!!!

  • Check out mercy ministries on line. It's a free program for girls/women with self-controlling issues. I struggled w cutting for almost 20 years---freedom is completely possible. I will never be the same since graduating from mercy. It was amazing and life changing. Check it out :) best wishes. I know self harm is so difficult to overcome but so worth the effort. And don't be ashamed. Many people struggle w this. You can overcome!!!

  • I can't say magic words that are going to make you want to stop. You'll stop when you're ready or you'll stop when you're dead. Don't be ashamed. Don't be embarrassed. Scars are beautiful, tattoos with a better story. Just take deep breaths, and remember who you are. Remember you're beautiful. My heart goes out to you.
    - Birdy

  • you might as well end it...just do us one favor...do it on a plastic sheet...we will tie you up in a big bow and deposit you in a dumpster

  • Dude...just stop. Not cool.

  • Funny, I was thinking the same thing about OP and all the pitiful attention seekers like her. "Dude" is just saying what rational people think. Get over it!

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