I think I'm a narcissist. I didn't realize it until today, but I have had problems feeling empathy for other people.
I was also quite hard physically and emotionally on myself as a teenager.
I have strange problems communicating with people. I always feel that each interaction I have is kind of like being on a trapeze. Either I say/do the right things and perform....or I feel like I can be nothing like a complete failure and give up altogether.
I just want some advice, as I would like to get over this.