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So this is it!
June 4th, our anniversary. Waiting for a court date. Our divorce set in motion. I look at pictures, I remember old times, good ones, bad ones. I cry, I'm angry and hurt. I hate the tears. Makes me wonder if I still could love you. I worry about you but your a big boy. You can outspend me in legal fees remember?
It just got bad from the day we married. Our kids suffered. I made the choice and left with mine.Take care of you and yours. I know heart do mend. Just thought of you today and so here I am.
i am going through similar feelings. The weird thing is that sometimes i feel just fine, while other times I start crying. I don't cry because I want him back, but probably for the same reasons you are feeling. It's a combination of anger, regrets, confusion over it's meaning and worth of an experience, and the question " of what now?". It's not easy, but it's possible; as you said, hearts do mend.
Stop thinking of him. You said it was bad from the start and the only way it gets better is to move on to better things.