The Nature of Things.
I don't care to explain my situation. i'm always talking, always explaining, always digressing. hey, you who understands me without all my words, please introduce yourself. i'm eye-so-lated. you have to say it like that because its the only way the word has any value because of how much I've worn it out in the last few weeks, months. hot damn, i'm bored and i just want to get high or something. I'll fail the drug test for my job, though. it just seems like I'm so far away from anything new. I know this low won't last forever, yeah, duh. I'd reeeally like to withdraw and wait for it to be over, though. but its weird, it won't pass until I take care of the issues in the way first. man, did I say I wanted some pot already? because I do. escapism. temporary. procrastination. alluring concepts, at the moment. I have to work in the morning. reality has invaded my fantasy world.