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I confess to being drawn to child ** on the internet in the past. I never had any sexual interest in kids, but watched lots of **. I would stumble across pictures of young girls and I probably was not horrified but curious, and would click on the links. I found I became aroused to see taboo pictures and became caught in a cycle of guilt and desire to see more. This lasted a few years and people became suspicious of me, my guilt would show when the topic of paedophilia came up. I am now 'clean' for a long time but still feel dirty and guilty, I caughtyself very briefly clicking a few risky links recently which is why I am confessing now. I do not think I can forgive myself and feel damaged for letting myself click on those links for so long
Never do that again. If you get caught you could go to prison for decades.
You were more into the taboo than the ones in the pictures. Looking at the pictures does no real harm, its the people that make them that are a problem.