I messed up
The other night I was out with a few friends. we got wasted and were walking around. no big deal. but towards 5:30 am, me and my friend were alone and got a text from a 21 year old. we were so dumb and s*** faced that we got in the car with him and went to his place. we got high there and then my friend went to the bathroom. during that time i had s** with him. i regret that soo much, especially because that night is when i lost my virginity...illegally. That night was fun until i got used when i wasnt in the right state of mind. I needed to get this out because it is all I think about and dont know who too tell or turn too.