I hate where I am.

I HATE BEING A TRUCK DRIVER!!! The Love of my life left me a few months ago and I needed to escape, see the country for a while. Truck driving seemed like a perfect idea at the time. But I'm only 21, and i'm afraid my mind will go stagnant from lack of use. I'll never find someone else if i'm in this truck all the time. And i'll grow fat like all the other truck drivers and cease to be attractive. But the money is really good and I don't know what else to do. Plus i'm really bi-polar. So it's not good for me to be alone and I'm alone all the time. And if my employer finds out I have to take 7 pills a day just to keep wanting to go on they will fire me because to them having someone who's potentially suicidal isn't conducive the successful venture of hauling 80,000 lbs of material down the highway. I'm so trapped and I don't see a way out...

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  • You can always get another job working with people, learn about yourself, and find out what you want to pursue. I'm 24 and I'm still in college; I also have friends who are 30. Never say never, you always have a chance.

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