During the summer, my boyfriend and I have a long distance relationship, and though we've been together for quite some time, I'm constantly paranoid, confused, and doubtful of everything, and I can't stand it. I know that if I told him this, he'd be offended and hurt by my uncertainties. I'm not sure what to do. I love him, more than anything, and all I want is to be assured that he loves me equally. I KNOW deep down that he does, but I'm so scared of being hurt or him leaving, or finding someone better, smarter, prettier, less paranoid. I'm so scared. If I could, I'd be with him all summer, because when we're together, I feel safe. I wish I wasn't so paranoid. I wish I just had the confidence in myself and in our relationship to know that he loves me, and that he'd do anything for me, and that I'd believe him when he tells me that I'm the most important thing in the world to him. But I'm so scared.