I am in the beginning stages of a new Dom/sub relationship and am finding it hard to release the feelings I am having while going through sub drop. I feel anxious and like I can't breath. I gave up a 10 year marriage to the most perfect man in the world to pursue this lifestyle and am starting to believe the drop afterwards may be too much to allow me to continue. I committed this time to giving in both sexually and emotionally which I have never done before and the emotional aspect is killing me. It will pass eventually, I know this but for now it is a terribly lonely feeling.