Sketchball
To gambling away my future
to using a weapon
to taking drugs
to smoking
to being modest
to drinking alcohol before i was 18
to avoiding people
to taking weight gainer before i was 18
to daydreaming
to daydrooling
to feeling vulnerable
to feeling overextended
to feeling liberated
to feeling paralyzed
to feeling a sense of discovery
to feeling like i am always in a rush
to having wet dreams
to feeling like i am losing my sense of identity
to feeling like my life is out of control
to having hidden anger
to feel like i am falling through the air
to feel like i am being chased
to feeling scared
to being a coconut
to being a coolie
to having nightmares
to being agitated
to having clinical syndromes
to having disorders
to having stressors
to having physical conditions
to functioning
to talking to the air man
to claiming to be sick
to looking for natural cures anywhere
to being a sketchball
to being completely random
to being completely withdrawn from reality and attempting to create one of my own
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