I'm 14 years old and I think I'm an alcoholic. I always drink alone at night, never with people. There have been multiple occasions where I don't remember the night before. I love gin, rum, bourbon, liquor, beer, wine, vodka, everything! I know more alcohol facts than my parents.
I'm not a bad kid! I have a 4.0 GPA, I'm Catholic, I never curse, I have really nice friends, I'm respectful, but I drink. I know I should stop but I don't really want to... Help?