I dont get how things could seem sooo perfect and then u decide to rip it to shreads?! 1 boyfriend cheated on me with my bestfriend... and dont call me a s*** because i made out with his cousin..... i regret it all. i just wanted to get back at him. another boyfriend i had my mom didnt like. so whatever i really do miss him. and i think im falling in love with my Bestfriend?!?! its probably never gonna work because i already went out with him before. Help me!