I want a baby with a white woman
I am a sane educated black guy in my 40s.I have dated all sorts of women over the years.I have healthy kids with a black woman.
Once in a while,I get this intense urge to have a baby with a white woman;especially a successful one who can raise the kid without much problem.I am not sure why I have such a wish...it drives me crazy sometimes.
Last year,a woman I knew years ago asked me to give her a baby.I chickened out because I could not trust her as much as I used to years back and she had been diagnosed with some debilitating health issue.That chance was gone and we have since lost contact after I moved.
I am thinking of becoming a sperm donor and stating that my sperms be inserted in desiring white women only.I'm not sure how possible that is but,it may prevent me from being stuck with child support and any drama.The sad part is that I will not be able to see the kid and the kid's mom.
An ideal situation would be getting with a white woman,having s** and getting her pregnant,with the understanding that she will be the more responsible parent.