I am NOT naturally pretty and it's killing me
I've always been ashamed to admit it cause I know it's so vain and superficial. I am surrounded by girls with perfectly shaped faces and symmetrical facial features. I can look really good with make up on (not LOTS of it, but a fairly decent amount, as long it's put properly) - I honestly don't know WHY it makes me look so different, I guess it's because it makes my abnormally small eyes really pop out. I am considered pretty by everyone who's only seen me with make up on but ugly by everyone else (I'm not imagining things, I've heard them talking).
I know girls who face a similar issue but their biggest problem tends to be their skin - but acne can be treated, whereas I get to keep my small eyes and horribly prominent jaw forever.
Sometimes I wish make up was never invented so that I wouldn't be tempted to deceive everyone.
And NO, i don't use too much of it. All it takes is some eyeliner and a mascara, but trust me, if they're the right color, the difference is just massive..
I know I should be grateful for just being a healthy young woman, but I just wish I had naturally attractive feminine features. Just had to get it off my chest.