I hate myself
Everyone thinks I'm so together but I'm not. I can't stand the way I look, my personality, who I am. I always wanted to be someone else. Why am I the way I am? All I ever wanted was to be normal. I'm not asking to be rich. I just want to be normal. Average. Everything that is so easy and simple for everyone else is so hard for me. I feel really guilty feeling this way. I know others are much worse off. But I'm so alone.