I have never been in a relationship. I am born unattractive, never been popular in school and no one have ever pursued me.
To compensate for this loneliness, I lose myself in my fantasy world. I am never in reality. I am always in my head, filled with fantasies of anime guys that I'm currently in love with.
I can't imagine myself with real guys but I am well aware of what im doing so I have come with a plan.
If I haven't met someone by the time im 30, I WILL kill myself.
I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, I just can't.