I have never been in a relationship. I am born unattractive, never been popular in school and no one have ever pursued me.

To compensate for this loneliness, I lose myself in my fantasy world. I am never in reality. I am always in my head, filled with fantasies of anime guys that I'm currently in love with.

I can't imagine myself with real guys but I am well aware of what im doing so I have come with a plan.

If I haven't met someone by the time im 30, I WILL kill myself.

I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, I just can't.

Aug 20, 2011

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  • S**** that! You are FREE to do what you want, when you want! Go do crazy fun stuff! S**** looks! Be confident. Love yourself. Pray to GOD. Go to church and meet people. Hey, lots of people are lonely. Just some of us see the freedom, and others measure success by society's standards. I was married. It's not what you imagine. Now I am free. Be mysterious. Cheers!

  • I'm still living in my head too. If you really want to meet somebody, go on a dating site or something. Good stuff doesn't usually just happen to you, you actually have to look for it. :)

  • don't kill yourself.

    you said you love anime characters.

    you may or may not believe me... but i used to love cartoon characters to. however, i hardly watch american cartoons anymore.

    there's this anime called mythical detective loki ragnarok and there's this character heimdall. he's so deep and in such pain and he has such cute purple hair!


    i found myself obsessed with him for a while and to this day, i have visions of him, but he's evolved and become more like a real boy i'd date, his look even changed now too, i'd say he's cuter than justin bieber (bieber's okay i guess...)

    but i can relate, you're not alone.

    i also had problems with my apperence. i wanted to kill myself for a while, but heimdall helps me.

    if you're interested, please reply. keep contact.

  • you can call me VRP

  • It's...I don't know if it is possible but I'm a little lonely too. Do you want to try?

  • Don't kill yourself, I have come to realize the reason people don't approach me is because I had built up a wall between myself and the rest of humankind. If you did this, break this wall. People will hurt you, yes. There always will be. And yet there will be people who will love you as long as you're willing to accept this love.

    If you're interested to connect, reply.

  • you're not alone

    you are beautiful, you are young

    even though you want to look different

    oh girl!

    do not forget to enjoy

    life is so beautiful, you have to get more ambitions to become confident and happy

    do not forget to live

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