I always thought, I dont know what I thought.
We always talked about getting away.
Spoke about how oneday we would just leave, dissapear.
You left without me. You heartless b****. What you never knew is that, you were my bestfriend. . But I also loved you. It didn't matter that we were the same s**, not to me. But you blew me away, threw me out the door. And now, now I'm laying beneath the stars, at 1:55 am. Alone, not afraid and watching the stars and listing to my heart.
I'm where we always said we would be. Except your not here. You may have left first, but you never made it here.
You, never. Made it.
Words that get caught up in my throat as I feel the blades of grass beneath my body. I miss you.
Nothing I can do, can bring back what we had.
What I loved about.